Scarlet-Rose

Si sono perfetti
Actual perfection, not sure if I wanna get with her, be her or hate her…. So confused

Actual perfection, not sure if I wanna get with her, be her or hate her…. So confused

i wish i wasn’t so shy… i come across all confident and cocky but when it comes to girls… i’m awkward and shy and instead of telling them how amazing they are i opt for insults instead
fml

i wish i wasn’t so shy… i come across all confident and cocky but when it comes to girls… i’m awkward and shy and instead of telling them how amazing they are i opt for insults instead

fml

I HATE MY FACE

i actually hate it… i wish my face was cute and small with a little nose and big wide smile instead i have a long face like a horse a now little smile with goofy teeth, a really masculine nose and a chin like a witch, which is great for halloween but what about the 364 days of the  year… not to mention the fact that my lips always seem to turn blue so i look iv just been thawed out or the fact that i blush so bad i can face anyone without half a metric tonne of makeup on to hide it :s

fml

today i look reasonable… need to loose weight :s

today i look reasonable… need to loose weight :s

PARENTS

“I’ll support whatever decision you make… as long as you make the one iv’e decided is the best one”

Stage 1

show how ugly i really am

stop lying to myself

these are true to life pictures of me, not hiding behind masses of hair, this is my portrait and my profile… as you can see from my portrait i have a wonky face, verging on deformity and my profile is severe and masculine… its disgusting 

time to change

my tumbr is about to change… today i have realized no matter how much make up i put on my face, i will always be ugly, no matter how much weight i loose i will always be big, regardless of how much i try and achieve the perfect look with my hair and cloths there will always be girls i envy…

i will never be beautiful…

…and as much as i try to be nice to people i know the aweful things i think about them in my head…

i am an ugly person inside and out and i have finally come to accept this, my blogg will illustrate my journey of self hate and loathing… my disgust at myself and other people… this will not appeal to many of my followers i therefore suggest you unfollow… i am going to loose a lot of weight in a short amount of time…